Keep pushing through realism more and more also with learning different people faces and shapes.
In this case i just decided to take a photo ref for shape and make a custom light to make myself separate from constantly looking at reference image and just recreate it in head myself. nice training as i think.
Big thanks to this amazing tool for light source:
https://www.artstation.com/artwork/GX3Ax1
and to Daniel cheeky bun Bruhl for being cheeky bun.